I was in my mother’s belly when for the first time I was
going to die. Someone from my mother’s family told my mother to abort me. When
I was 2 years old I was separated from my mother and I started to hate my mother
and father.
I was 5 year old when I first though of suicide. Life for me
was not important because I used to think that no one care about me. I wanted
to kill myself because I thought it was the only way to stop suffering. My
favorite hobby was to cry, crying was my passion (Hard to believe don’t you
think?). I will cry the whole day just thinking about my mother and the people
who didn’t give love to me.
I was 11 year old when I had my first boyfriend, who promise
that will care about me and will always be there. Who said he loves me more
than anything, but he sheet on me. After that I had 5 boyfriends at the same
time and I used to change boyfriends every months or by weeks. I used to go to
a pool every Sunday and kiss boys that I never met in my life. Boys that I will
only see ones and not see them again.
I was 13 years old when I was introduce to porn for the
first time and I became addicted to it and masturbation. I didn’t know who to
control my addiction, I was just a teenager. At the same age I almost die
without knowing it. Life was almost over for me and the dream of meeting my
mother was not even close.
Don’t you want to know more details about each of these
stages in my life? I have the certain that your answer is yes, and hope I’m not
wrong. If your answer is yes, I will be writing an article every week giving
more details about those stages that I mentioned above. So don’t miss any of
the articles! See you here next week!
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